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Dreamz unlimited - Color Kanavugal

When I talk about dreams its in the literal sense. Its not like dreaming about career and making it big. The dreams here relate to the actual dream during my sleep. My sleep is always filled with senseless dreams. Some times I am caught in such a fix and life threatening situation, then for a second in my dream I think that nothing so bad can happen to me and I make a conscious effort to open my eyes and What a relief!!! ooof! 'it was indeed a dream'. This has happened to me many times, but I don't know about others. So sometimes after getting out of the fix by cheating and getting out of the dream, I feel so proud of my self. Last night was a different scenario. The unthinkable happened, it was about a hot gal. Most of the time its only the familiar and known faces that come in the dream, but this one was different it was about a gal whom I have not seen before. Now don't even remember her face!

I don't remember the exact sequence, I got introduced to this gal somehow, but one thing led to another and I got the idea that something is going to happen in my life for the first time. That's when a bloody FU**ED up thought came into my mind. I actually thought, this seems to be so good to be true. I hoped and wanted to make sure that this was really happening to me, so to disprove my doubt, I tried closing my eyes tightly and opened , aaaaaaaaaaa vaaaathaaaa, total aaapu. Life ye mudinchu pochu, valkaiye irundu pochu. I was lying on my bed in total darkness. That Gal was missing, that balcony with Sofa was missing MY DREAM HAD ENDED.

I dont remember the movie name, but in one of the Vijay movie he dreams about a gal with a mole next to the naval. My problem is even before I got a chance to note some identification mark of the dream gal my dream ended. Last night made a vow that even if I am caught in a total fix, I wont try to think it might be a dream and open my eyes. I will close my eyes and face it till the end, let the dream get over by itself. This habit of subconscious effort to get out of the dream has realy costed me big time.

posted by Nutty @ 11:21 PM